[She doesn't know how to react to this, so she just winds up wearing a self-derisive smile that doesn't necessarily reach her eyes.]
Ha... boys are always the reason that I end up changing.
[It's kind of ironic, really.
She can't help but think about it a little. Those words she said before, from what feels like ages ago.
"You once changed me, but... apparently I can't change you."
That - maybe that was the issue, here. She was short-sighted, and wanted to cling onto something. And maybe she was a little desperate. She supposes that they just didn't suit each other.
And maybe there was an even... deeper rooted problem.
She's uncertain, though. She has no confidence in the answer she's found.]
Mm. Well - we'll see how it goes.
[The path is shaky. She doesn't know what will happen from here on out. And that thought is scary. Enough to almost clam up and never want to talk much on her past ever again.
To go back to distrusting everyone.
But... that wouldn't be fair to the others who put in so much effort just for her. For the one who even bothered to say that no matter what bad thing she did, it'd be okay.
It's a selfish thing to want to cling onto, but she doesn't have anything else to. She barely has anyone else.]
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Ha... boys are always the reason that I end up changing.
[It's kind of ironic, really.
She can't help but think about it a little. Those words she said before, from what feels like ages ago.
"You once changed me, but... apparently I can't change you."
That - maybe that was the issue, here. She was short-sighted, and wanted to cling onto something. And maybe she was a little desperate. She supposes that they just didn't suit each other.
And maybe there was an even... deeper rooted problem.
She's uncertain, though. She has no confidence in the answer she's found.]
Mm. Well - we'll see how it goes.
[The path is shaky. She doesn't know what will happen from here on out. And that thought is scary. Enough to almost clam up and never want to talk much on her past ever again.
To go back to distrusting everyone.
But... that wouldn't be fair to the others who put in so much effort just for her. For the one who even bothered to say that no matter what bad thing she did, it'd be okay.
It's a selfish thing to want to cling onto, but she doesn't have anything else to. She barely has anyone else.]