[Which, really - she wasn't. She was just shutting herself behind closed doors. Not simply because she was feeling miserable, though.
She was also being selfish.
If she avoided people, she could shut them out. They wouldn't need to find her. They wouldn't need to ask the obvious question of "what happened?" and pry further. There was no need for Inaba Himeko to rip open her heart and smash it to the ground over and over again.
Which is why she chooses to be honest. For now.]
A little bit of both. It's still... [Hard, she wants to say, but she stops herself short.] ...but I think I can at least try and work my way through it. I can still change, and improve as a person. Maybe I'm just being sappy.
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[Which, really - she wasn't. She was just shutting herself behind closed doors. Not simply because she was feeling miserable, though.
She was also being selfish.
If she avoided people, she could shut them out. They wouldn't need to find her. They wouldn't need to ask the obvious question of "what happened?" and pry further. There was no need for Inaba Himeko to rip open her heart and smash it to the ground over and over again.
Which is why she chooses to be honest. For now.]
A little bit of both. It's still... [Hard, she wants to say, but she stops herself short.] ...but I think I can at least try and work my way through it. I can still change, and improve as a person. Maybe I'm just being sappy.